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[Dec. 15th, 2005|08:13 pm] |
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[Nov. 5th, 2005|06:58 pm] |
There are over 6 billion people in the world. At any given moment half of them would be willing to put you down.
Why do anything for yourself that billions of other people would gladly do for you? |
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[Nov. 4th, 2005|06:56 pm] |
Survey Time!
Name: Kara
Birthday: December 16th
Birthplace: Chicago
Current Location: Hotlanta
Eye Color: Brown
Hair Color: Brown
Height: 5'2
Weight: 88
Right Handed or Left Handed: Right
Your Ethnicity: White
Your Weakness: I'm shy?
Your Fears: Crowds
Your Perfect Pizza: I hate pizza.
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Pass the 11th grade.
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: I don't use instant messaging.
Your Best Physical Feature: ...
Your Bedtime: Getting earlier and earlier. 11:00
Pepsi or Coke: Neither.
MacDonalds or Burger King: Disgusting.
Single or Group Dates: Single dates.
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate I guess.
Cappuccino or Coffee: Coffee
Do you Smoke Cigarettes: no
Do you Smoke Marijuana: no
Do you Swear: I guess
Can you Cook: I love to
Do you want to go to College: Only if it's an art college. School is not for me.
Do you want to get Married: Eventually maybe.
Do you belive in yourself: not as much as I should
Do you get Motion Sickness: no
Do you think you are Attractive: no
Do you like Thunderstorms: Yeah, they're kind of relaxing
Do you play an Instrument: I wish I did
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: no
In the past month have you Smoked Cigarettes: no
In the past month have you Smoked Marijuana: no
In the past month have you been on Drugs: does xanax count?
In the past month have you gone on a Date: Yes :)
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yes
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: no
In the past month have you been Dumped: no
In the past month have you Had Sex: yes
Ever been called a Tease: no
Ever been Beaten up: no
Ever Shoplifted: yes
How do you want to Die: in my sleep
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: an artist
Which countries would you most like to Visit: Ireland, Australia
Number of Piercings: 12
Number of Tattoos: zero
Favorite Alchoholic Beverage: Hate alcohol
Favorite Band/Singer/Musician: At the moment..Cat Power
Favorite Car: My minivan
Favorite Color: crimson red or olive green
Favorite Season: Autumn
Are You A Virgin: no
Have you ever Been Cheated On: yes
Have you ever Cheated On a boyfriend/girlfriend: no
Would you ever Cheat On a boyfriend/girlfriend: no
Would You Sleep With Others If Your boyfriend/girlfriend Permitted It: no no no
Money or Happiness: Happiness
Beach or Mountains: mountains
Chevy or Ford: neither
TV or Radio: radio
Car or SUV: SUV
SUV or Motorcycle: SUV
Religion: none
Favorite Foods: cereal
Favorite Drinks: water
Do you have a fetish: nope
(Girls)Thong, G-String or Panties, (Guys) Boxers, Briefs or Boxer Briefs: G-string
Turn On: freckles
Turn Off: arrogance
Gum or Mints: gum
Snow Boarding or Skiing: both scare me
City or Country: city
Hugs or Kisses: hugs
Dinner and a Movie, or Clubbing. just a movie
In a Boy/Girl..
First Feature you notice: smile
Favorite Body part: hands
Favourite Eye Color: green or hazel
Favourite Hair Color: dark brown
Short or Long Hair: long
Best Clothing Style: laid-back
Favorite Article of Clothing: shirt
Height: 5'4 like my boy <3
Weight: 120 like my boy <3 |
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[Feb. 21st, 2005|10:15 pm] |
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| |  tired | ] |
I'm figting with my parents, I'm breaking out like crazy, I'm always cold now, and I feel like shit...but everything is absolutely perfect. I had the most incredible day and it feels amazing.
I'm really starting to fucking regret some things though. I wish I could just take back all of my past relationships. I think they've ruined how I percieve certian things, and I hate that. |
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[Jan. 30th, 2005|02:59 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  nostalgic | ] |
This is crazee. I really loike a boy, and he's absolutely amazing. :) |
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| Any guy that looks at you. |
[Jan. 15th, 2005|11:30 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  complacent | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Ani DiFranco - If he tries anything | ] |
I feel so good right now.
It has been a perfect weekend so far. I went to Swayze's for the past two nights. Saw some people that I hadn't seen in 10 months, saw some great metal bands, danced a whole lot, kissed a stranger, and met some really fucking cool kids. I love love that place, it's so cozy and personal. I had the best time and I'm feeling really good. |
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[Jan. 7th, 2005|10:59 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  determined | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Cat Stevens - Sad Lisa | ] |
1. One secret.
2. One compliment about me.
3. One non-compliment about me.
4. One love note.
5. Lyrics to a song.
6. How long we've been friends.
7. And a hint to who you are.
I thought I might as well. :)
EDIT : POST IT ANONYMOUSLY. |
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[Jan. 6th, 2005|10:59 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  dorky | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Ani DiFranco - Not a pretty girl | ] |
Today was such a great day. :) :)
I switched my lunch period so I don't have to sit alone anymore for that long hour, I got out of personal fitness and I don't have to go to summer school anymore because I'm taking an extra class in it's place. And when I was doodling in class a boy told me it was really good.
On top of that I got 4 new books from Barnes and Noble. I feel really gewd.
I don't see how this day could've been better. |
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[Jan. 4th, 2005|09:04 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  full | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Oasis - Don't look back in anger | ] |
I didn't really want the year to change, I hadn't made peace with 2004. I guess I shouldn't look back and wish my past could change so I'll just focus on demarcating some goals. First off, I really want to do well in school this last semester. I'm going to complete my homework, study, and try my best not to fall asleep in class. Er, I guess that should be a good start.
I just want to live. I want to get the fuck out and live how I want to. I want to say things that come to mind, and not care what other people might think anymore. I want to go to more shows, I want to read more books. I just want to change.
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So I had my first day of work yesturday. Yes, I got myself a job at Fazoli's. I was rather proud. As I was changing the bag on the garbage pale I looked over to see some guy masterbating under the table while eating his food. It was most definately the highlight of my day. It was especially fun when he noticed that I had seen his dirty little actions.
Haha what a tool.
There was also this old hippie man that smelled strongly of pot that was trying to make me smile since I was being shy.
I really love it there.
I finally finished reading Fight Club. It was a very, very good book. One of Chuck Palanhiuk's best I'd say.
P.S. My sister keeps singing a song that goes something like this, "Everybody dies, everybody dies" and continues on like that. She's been singing it for about a month now. I'm kind of creeped out by her. |
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[Dec. 26th, 2004|10:02 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  sick | ] |
| [ | music |
| | The Beatles - Let it be | ] |
I was in at my bathroom sink washing my face and I heard my sister and her friend playing with their new American Girl dolls. They were pretending that the dolls were commiting suicide, and arguing who was going to kill themselved first.
Should I be worried?
I got bored so..
It's not done, I don't think. Oh well, I thought it was funny.
P.S. You can tell me if it's shitty. |
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| Blessed are the forgetful for they get the best even of their blunders. |
[Dec. 26th, 2004|02:10 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  cynical | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Eva Cassidy - Ain't no sunshine | ] |
My new year's resolution will be to forget this year and every year before. I don't want to remember anything. Maybe take with me the lessons I've learned from all the extraordinarily idiotic things I've done, but nothing more. I wish I could start over. Fix some things that I've managed to fuck up, fix the things that I'm still probably fucking up.
If you would just give me the time I could explain all of the reasons things happened as they did, but I'm just afraid it's too late, hah, or no one will care.
Whatever. :) Life goes on, or so we like to think. |
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[Dec. 25th, 2004|01:21 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  high | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Ani DiFranco - Fuck you | ] |
I wish I could get excited about the holidays again like I used to when I was a stupid fucking little kid.
I asked my mom if she would be putting her Clay Aiken Christmas album away after Christmas ended she got this look of horror on her face, paused for at least a minute and told me it would be a hard tast but she would have to do it eventually. She walked away from that conversation broken harted it seemed.
My sister ate way too many cookies, she hasn't slept for nights.
Holidays are too fun.
I made this and I thought it was neat. haha Maybe I am still a stupid little kid.
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[Dec. 25th, 2004|12:56 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | high | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Ani DiFranco - Fuck you | ] |
I really wish I could get excited about the Holidays again like I used to when I was a stupid little fucking kid. |
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[Dec. 16th, 2004|08:29 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  apathetic | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Damien Rice - Cold Water | ] |
Finals are going pretty well, hopefully I'll pass. Maybe I should have wished for that instead.
I guess I should learn not to expect anything great because I'll undoubtedly just disappoint myself. Maybe it's funny.
Maybe I expected to feel..somehow different. Oh well.
Happy Birthday. Whatever. :) |
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[Dec. 7th, 2004|10:49 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  lonely | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Eva Cassidy - Feilds of Gold | ] |
I completed a painting for art class a few days ago, I thought it was okay. I was walking down the hall today though and it was hanging in a display case on the wall. Maybe it's nothing, but I was somewhat proud.
Almost 16. I don't want it to come for some reason. I don't want to grow up into a world where happiness becomes something of effort instead of something that just fucking happens. Where Everything's so fucking corrupted.
I'm so fucking bored with my life.
How happy is the blameless vestal's lot. The world forgetting by the world forgot. Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind. Each prayer accepted and each wish resigned.
I love this. It's so god damn true, it's almost pathetic. |
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[Nov. 27th, 2004|01:56 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | happy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Grateful Dead - Sunshine Daydream | ] |
Today we decorated the Christmas tree while listening to my mother's Clay Aiken Christmas album.
I tried to dye my hair a plumb color but it just made it look black. I was mad, so i'm trying again tomorrow with a reddish color. Hopefully that'll work out well...
Russell called me today. It was unexpected, maybe depressing.
I went bowling with Adam tonight. It was vurry fun, althought I might have lost every game.
P.S. I saw that cool Brandy girl at Target this morning then at the bowling alley in the lane next to me. Do you think it's fate? |
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[Nov. 24th, 2004|02:00 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  hyper | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Hedwig - Sugar Daddy | ] |
I think Adam Fucking Sierra is being unfaithful to me. There is this suspicious character named Ernie that keeps coming around where Adam and I eat and kneels down to feed Adam cookies from his hand. I mean, I'm not a jelous person, I just think it's a little weird when Ernie dabs the sides of Adam's mouth after he feeds the cookies to him with a moist towelette. Anything could be happening between them. It's driving me insane. I know Adam is a very volnerable young man, but this Ernie. This freshman sex feind. Somtimes I feel like I'm talking to Robin Williams with the conversations that me and Adam are having lately. It's just mouth diarrhea, which by the way Adam had this awful case of diarrhea the other morning before school. But that has absolutely nothing to do with the problem I'm having here but I found it kind of arousing. He doesn't even find it attractive anymore when I smear that crisco all over my body like he used to love. I guess what I'm trying to get at is could anyone give me some advice? |
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[Nov. 19th, 2004|10:20 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | chipper | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Eva Cassidy - Wade in the Waters | ] |
This week is gewd for me.
Some boy in my art class told me my painting was amazing.
My World History teacher bought something for me at a store because she said was thinking about me. It was the best thing that's ever happened to me.
My sister told me that she hates Chinese people as she then proceeded to show me an impression of a chinese person killing themselves purely for the fact that they were chinese. Cute, oui?
I got palmistry cards.
I'm going on a *date* with Sondra tomorrow night.
I feel great. |
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| We all want to change the world. |
[Nov. 8th, 2004|12:38 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | grateful | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Dave Matthews - In My Life | ] |
I woke up at 11:30 this morning. Eh, I guess I'm not going to school today?
Something feels so right about this season, even thought I'm still freezing my ass off in the warmest clothes I own. I love the feeling though.
I went walking last night at 10, the auntumn sky is so brilliant. You all should take a look.
I love this song. It's so peaceful.
Peace |
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