Fuck me like you want me

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Fri, 16 Dec 2005 01:13:20 GMT

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Sat, 05 Nov 2005 23:58:39 GMT

There are over 6 billion people in the world. At any given moment half of them would be willing to put you down.

Why do anything for yourself that billions of other people would gladly do for you?

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Fri, 04 Nov 2005 23:56:45 GMT

Survey Time!

Name: Kara
Birthday: December 16th
Birthplace: Chicago
Current Location: Hotlanta
Eye Color: Brown
Hair Color: Brown
Height: 5'2
Weight: 88
Right Handed or Left Handed: Right
Your Ethnicity: White
Your Weakness: I'm shy?
Your Fears: Crowds
Your Perfect Pizza: I hate pizza.
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Pass the 11th grade.
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: I don't use instant messaging.
Your Best Physical Feature: ...
Your Bedtime: Getting earlier and earlier. 11:00
Pepsi or Coke: Neither.
MacDonalds or Burger King: Disgusting.
Single or Group Dates: Single dates.
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate I guess.
Cappuccino or Coffee: Coffee
Do you Smoke Cigarettes: no
Do you Smoke Marijuana: no
Do you Swear: I guess
Can you Cook: I love to
Do you want to go to College: Only if it's an art college. School is not for me.
Do you want to get Married: Eventually maybe.
Do you belive in yourself: not as much as I should
Do you get Motion Sickness: no
Do you think you are Attractive: no
Do you like Thunderstorms: Yeah, they're kind of relaxing
Do you play an Instrument: I wish I did
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: no
In the past month have you Smoked Cigarettes: no
In the past month have you Smoked Marijuana: no
In the past month have you been on Drugs: does xanax count?
In the past month have you gone on a Date: Yes :)
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yes
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: no
In the past month have you been Dumped: no
In the past month have you Had Sex: yes
Ever been called a Tease: no
Ever been Beaten up: no
Ever Shoplifted: yes
How do you want to Die: in my sleep
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: an artist
Which countries would you most like to Visit: Ireland, Australia
Number of Piercings: 12
Number of Tattoos: zero
Favorite Alchoholic Beverage: Hate alcohol
Favorite Band/Singer/Musician: At the moment..Cat Power
Favorite Car: My minivan
Favorite Color: crimson red or olive green
Favorite Season: Autumn
Are You A Virgin: no
Have you ever Been Cheated On: yes
Have you ever Cheated On a boyfriend/girlfriend: no
Would you ever Cheat On a boyfriend/girlfriend: no
Would You Sleep With Others If Your boyfriend/girlfriend Permitted It: no no no
Money or Happiness: Happiness
Beach or Mountains: mountains
Chevy or Ford: neither
TV or Radio: radio
Car or SUV: SUV
SUV or Motorcycle: SUV
Religion: none
Favorite Foods: cereal
Favorite Drinks: water
Do you have a fetish: nope
(Girls)Thong, G-String or Panties, (Guys) Boxers, Briefs or Boxer Briefs: G-string
Turn On: freckles
Turn Off: arrogance
Gum or Mints: gum
Snow Boarding or Skiing: both scare me
City or Country: city
Hugs or Kisses: hugs
Dinner and a Movie, or Clubbing. just a movie
In a Boy/Girl..
First Feature you notice: smile
Favorite Body part: hands
Favourite Eye Color: green or hazel
Favourite Hair Color: dark brown
Short or Long Hair: long
Best Clothing Style: laid-back
Favorite Article of Clothing: shirt
Height: 5'4 like my boy <3
Weight: 120 like my boy <3

Tue, 22 Feb 2005 06:07:44 GMT

I'm figting with my parents, I'm breaking out like crazy, I'm always cold now, and I feel like shit...but everything is absolutely perfect. I had the most incredible day and it feels amazing.

I'm really starting to fucking regret some things though. I wish I could just take back all of my past relationships. I think they've ruined how I percieve certian things, and I hate that.

Sun, 30 Jan 2005 20:01:49 GMT

This is crazee. I really loike a boy, and he's absolutely amazing. :)

Any guy that looks at you.

Sun, 16 Jan 2005 05:51:11 GMT

I feel so good right now.

It has been a perfect weekend so far. I went to Swayze's for the past two nights. Saw some people that I hadn't seen in 10 months, saw some great metal bands, danced a whole lot, kissed a stranger, and met some really fucking cool kids. I love love that place, it's so cozy and personal. I had the best time and I'm feeling really good.

Sun, 09 Jan 2005 04:02:30 GMT

1. One secret.
2. One compliment about me.
3. One non-compliment about me.
4. One love note.
5. Lyrics to a song.
6. How long we've been friends.
7. And a hint to who you are.

I thought I might as well. :)

EDIT : POST IT ANONYMOUSLY.

Sat, 08 Jan 2005 04:03:30 GMT

Today was such a great day. :) :)

I switched my lunch period so I don't have to sit alone anymore for that long hour, I got out of personal fitness and I don't have to go to summer school anymore because I'm taking an extra class in it's place. And when I was doodling in class a boy told me it was really good.

On top of that I got 4 new books from Barnes and Noble. I feel really gewd.

I don't see how this day could've been better.

Wed, 05 Jan 2005 02:17:34 GMT

I didn't really want the year to change, I hadn't made peace with 2004. I guess I shouldn't look back and wish my past could change so I'll just focus on demarcating some goals. First off, I really want to do well in school this last semester. I'm going to complete my homework, study, and try my best not to fall asleep in class. Er, I guess that should be a good start.

I just want to live. I want to get the fuck out and live how I want to. I want to say things that come to mind, and not care what other people might think anymore. I want to go to more shows, I want to read more books. I just want to change.

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So I had my first day of work yesturday. Yes, I got myself a job at Fazoli's. I was rather proud. As I was changing the bag on the garbage pale I looked over to see some guy masterbating under the table while eating his food. It was most definately the highlight of my day. It was especially fun when he noticed that I had seen his dirty little actions.

Haha what a tool.

There was also this old hippie man that smelled strongly of pot that was trying to make me smile since I was being shy.

I really love it there.

I finally finished reading Fight Club. It was a very, very good book. One of Chuck Palanhiuk's best I'd say.

P.S. My sister keeps singing a song that goes something like this, "Everybody dies, everybody dies" and continues on like that. She's been singing it for about a month now. I'm kind of creeped out by her.

Mon, 27 Dec 2004 03:09:58 GMT

I was in at my bathroom sink washing my face and I heard my sister and her friend playing with their new American Girl dolls. They were pretending that the dolls were commiting suicide, and arguing who was going to kill themselved first.

Should I be worried?

I got bored so..

It's not done, I don't think. Oh well, I thought it was funny.

P.S. You can tell me if it's shitty.

Blessed are the forgetful for they get the best even of their blunders.

Sun, 26 Dec 2004 07:31:27 GMT

My new year's resolution will be to forget this year and every year before. I don't want to remember anything. Maybe take with me the lessons I've learned from all the extraordinarily idiotic things I've done, but nothing more. I wish I could start over. Fix some things that I've managed to fuck up, fix the things that I'm still probably fucking up.

If you would just give me the time I could explain all of the reasons things happened as they did, but I'm just afraid it's too late, hah, or no one will care.

Whatever. :) Life goes on, or so we like to think.

Sat, 25 Dec 2004 06:22:22 GMT

I wish I could get excited about the holidays again like I used to when I was a stupid fucking little kid.

I asked my mom if she would be putting her Clay Aiken Christmas album away after Christmas ended she got this look of horror on her face, paused for at least a minute and told me it would be a hard tast but she would have to do it eventually. She walked away from that conversation broken harted it seemed.

My sister ate way too many cookies, she hasn't slept for nights.

Holidays are too fun.

I made this and I thought it was neat. haha Maybe I am still a stupid little kid.

T'was the night before c

Sat, 25 Dec 2004 06:21:11 GMT

I really wish I could get excited about the Holidays again like I used to when I was a stupid little fucking kid.

Fri, 17 Dec 2004 01:51:10 GMT

Finals are going pretty well, hopefully I'll pass. Maybe I should have wished for that instead.

I guess I should learn not to expect anything great because I'll undoubtedly just disappoint myself. Maybe it's funny.

Maybe I expected to feel..somehow different. Oh well.

Happy Birthday. Whatever. :)

Wed, 08 Dec 2004 03:57:44 GMT

I completed a painting for art class a few days ago, I thought it was okay. I was walking down the hall today though and it was hanging in a display case on the wall. Maybe it's nothing, but I was somewhat proud.

Almost 16. I don't want it to come for some reason. I don't want to grow up into a world where happiness becomes something of effort instead of something that just fucking happens. Where Everything's so fucking corrupted.

I'm so fucking bored with my life.

How happy is the blameless vestal's lot. The world forgetting by the world forgot. Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind. Each prayer accepted and each wish resigned.

I love this. It's so god damn true, it's almost pathetic.

Mon, 29 Nov 2004 02:47:52 GMT

[ .001. ] first name: Kara
[ .002. ] middle name: Angela
[ .003. ] last name: Skrada
[ .004. ] nickname(s): Karebear, Special K, Carrie, fatass, dumbshit
[ .005. ] gender:
[ .006. ] age: 16
[ .007. ] birthday: 12/16/88
[ .008. ] height: 5'2
[ .009. ] hair color: dark brown
[ .010. ] eye color: brown
[ .011. ] race: White
[ .012. ] do you wear glasses or contacts: Neither. 20/20, mother fucker.
[ .013. ] do you have braces: No
[ .014. ] is your hair long or short: Long
[ .015. ] where were you born: chicago, Illinois
[ .016. ] current location: Georgia
[ .017. ] zodiac sign: Saggitarius
[ .018. ] how many languages do you know: Just english.
[ .019. ] nationality: Italian, German, Czech
[ .020. ] bad habits: Obsessive compulsive
[ .021. ] piercings you have: 12
[ .022. ] piercings you want: Belly button
[ .023. ] tattoos you have: none
[ .024. ] tattoos you want: The Dead Bears dancing across the bottom of my back
[ .025. ] today's date: 11/28/04
[ .026. ] the time: 8:24 PM
[ .027. ] ready for a bunch more questions: fuck yes

: School :
[ .043. ] are you still in school: Yeah
[ .044. ] if yes, Did you drop out: That doesn't make any sense..
[ .045. ] current gpa, or last gpa you got: I'm not sure, but I bet it's low.
[ .046. ] favorite grade: I don't like school enough to have a favorite grade.
[ .047. ] least favorite grade: 8th and 9th
[ .048. ] favorite teacher: Ms. Darby
[ .049. ] least favorite teacher: Kibbey Crumbley
[ .050. ] favorite subject: Art
[ .051. ] least favorite subject: Literature
[ .052. ] do/did you buy lunch or bring it: Bring it
[ .053. ] play any sports on the school's team: No
[ .054. ] do/did you do any extra ativities: Not really
[ .055. ] are/were you popular: Nope
[ .056. ] favorite dance: Homecoming's the only one I've been to.
[ .057. ] favorite memory: There are too many times to choose from.
[ .058. ] least favorite dance: 8th grade dance.
[ .059. ] least favorite memory: 2nd day of 9th grade.
[ .060. ] most humiliating moment: I don't really have one.

: Favorites :
[ .061. ] number: 27
[ .062. ] clothing brand(s): I don't really have one.
[ .063. ] shoes: flats
[ .064. ] saying: You spin me right round, baby, right round. Like a record baby..
[ .065. ] tv show: Reno 911 or From Paula's Kitchen
[ .066. ] sport: I don't like sports much.
[ .067. ] vegetable: Carrots maybe
[ .068. ] fruit: Pears
[ .069. ] movie: Eternal Sunshine of The Spotless Mind, Almost Famous, Romeo and Juliet or Moulin Rouge
[ .070. ] magazine: I don't really read magazines.
[ .071. ] actors: Patrick Fugit or Ewin McGregor
[ .072. ] actresses: Jena Malone or Mandy Moore
[ .073. ] candy: Hot Tamales...if that's how you spell it.
[ .074. ] gum: Orbit
[ .075. ] scent: Old spice is so sexy.
[ .076. ] candy bar: I don't really like candy bars.
[ .077. ] ice cream flavor: Cookies and Cream
[ .078. ] color: Dark Purple or Olive Green
[ .079. ] season: Autumn
[ .080. ] holiday: Christmas I guess
[ .081. ] band: Grateful Dead or Cat power for the moment
[ .082. ] singer: Jim Morrison's voice is the sexiest thing.
[ .083. ] group: er?
[ .084. ] rapper: I don't like rap much.
[ .085. ] type of music: Rockability. HOmosexual
[ .086. ] thing in your room: My bed
[ .087. ] place to be: My bed
[ .088. ] radio station: I don't really listen to the radio.
[ .089. ] tv channel: Comedy Central or Food Network
[ .090. ] junk food: I'm not too into junk food.
[ .091. ] overall food: Ice cream
[ .092. ] store: Loose Lucy's or Target
[ .093. ] shoe brand: I don't have one.
[ .094. ] fast food: Taco Bell maybe.
[ .095. ] restaurant: El Tenampa definately.
[ .096. ] shape: Vagina
[ .097. ] time of day: I like night time better.
[ .098. ] country: I want to go to Italy.
[ .099. ] state: I hear New York is groovy.
[ .100. ] boys name: Blair or Rain
[ .101. ] girls name: Willow or maybe Moon
[ .102. ] mall: Northpoint Mall I guess.
[ .103. ] video game: Mortal Kombat.
[ .104. ] shampoo: I don't really care.
[ .105. ] board game: Parcheesee..If only I knew how to spell it.
[ .106. ] computer game: Everquest
[ .107. ] car: Volkswagon Bus or Volvo. I do have my eye on my mom's mini van too.
[ .108. ] music video: I don't watch music videos.
[ .109. ] swear word: Fuck
[ .110. ] word: Moist, used
[ .111. ] month: I love October.
[ .112. ] cartoon character: Peter from Family Guy.
[ .113. ] scary movie: There haven't been any good scary movies.
[ .115. ] possession: Electric toothbrush or maybe porn

: What's the first thing that comes to mind when you hear :
[ .116. ] eminem: Marshall
[ .117. ] dog: Sex
[ .118. ] hot: Sex
[ .119. ] britney spears: Boobs
[ .120. ] nsync: hanson
[ .121. ] real world: Television
[ .122. ] orange: Holloween
[ .123. ] choice: Sexuality
[ .124. ] fuck: Yes
[ .125. ] bisexual:
[ .126. ] black: Metal
[ .127. ] icq: Clue
[ .128. ] insane clown posse: Cards
[ .129. ] linkin park: Repetetive
[ .130. ] jack: Off
[ .131. ] rainbow: Gay
[ .132. ] cherry: Vagina
[ .133. ] cucumber: Dildo
[ .134. ] shark: Attack
[ .135. ] life house: er?
[ .136. ] bat: Smart
[ .137. ] leather: Whip
[ .138. ] whip: Chains
[ .139. ] america: Bush
[ .140. ] water: Eight
[ .141. ] volcano: Orgasm

: This or that :
[ .142. ] rock or rap: Rock
[ .143. ] rock or pop: Rock
[ .144. ] rock or r&b: Rock
[ .145. ] rock or metal: Rock
[ .146. ] rap or pop: Neither
[ .147. ] rap or r&b: R&B I guess
[ .148. ] rap or metal: Metal
[ .149. ] pop or r&b: R&B
[ .150. ] pop or metal: Metal
[ .151. ] r&b or metal: Metal
[ .152. ] linkin park or limp bizkit: Neither
[ .153. ] tool or korn: Tool
[ .154. ] selena or jennifer lopez: Haha, neither
[ .155. ] hot or cold: Hot
[ .156. ] winter or summer: Summer
[ .157. ] spring or fall: Fall
[ .158. ] shakira or britney: Shakira is fucking sexy.
[ .159. ] icp or eminem: Icp I guess.
[ .160. ] marilyn manson or rob zombie: Marilyn Manson
[ .161. ] kittie or garbage: Garbage
[ .162. ] mtv or vh1: VH1
[ .163. ] buffy or angel: Neither
[ .164. ] dawson's creek or gilmore girls: Gilmore Girls
[ .165. ] football or basketball: Football if I have to choose.
[ .166. ] summer olympics or winter olympics: Special Olympics
[ .167. ] skiing or snowboarding: snowboarding
[ .168. ] rollarblading or skateboarding: skateboarding
[ .169. ] black or white: Black
[ .170. ] orange or red: Red
[ .171. ] yellow or green: Green
[ .172. ] purple or pink: Purple
[ .173. ] slipknot or mudvayne: Slipknot if I have to choose.
[ .174. ] hot topic or pac sun: Neither
[ .175. ] inside or outside: Inside
[ .176. ] weed or alcohol: Weed
[ .177. ] cell phone or pager: Cell Phone
[ .178. ] pen or pencil: Pen
[ .179. ] powerpuff girls or charlie's angels: Powerpuff Girls
[ .180. ] scooby doo or dino: er..Neither?
[ .181. ] dragon ball z or pokemon: Dragon Ball Z
[ .182. ] star wars or star trek: Star Wars
[ .183. ] tattoos or piercings: Piercings
[ .184. ] prep or punk: Neither
[ .185. ] slut or whore: Both

: Private life :
[ .186. ] do you have a boyfriend or girlfriend: No
[ .187. ] do you have a crush: Kind of
[ .188. ] do you love anyone right now: Yes
[ .189. ] have you ever been in love: Love is bullshit
[ .190. ] how many people have you kissed: Maybe 8?
[ .191. ] who was your first kiss: Chris K.
[ .192. ] how many hearts have you broken: Probably none.
[ .193. ] how many people broke your heart: I don't know.
[ .194. ] best quote to sum up love: Love is bullshit.
[ .195. ] so what is your bf/gf/crush like: Don't know if I like anyone.
[ .196. ] do you have a picture of him/her: Sure, why not.
[ .198. ] do you have a picture of yourself: A few, who doesn't?
[ .200. ] do you go by looks or personality: Personality for the most part.
[ .201. ] ever kiss a friend: Yeah
[ .202. ] are you still friends: Yes
[ .203. ] so moving along..do you smoke: Not often
[ .204. ] do you smoke weed: It's been a while.
[ .205. ] ever trip on acid: Nope
[ .206. ] how about a little x: No
[ .207. ] crack, heroin, anything else: No
[ .208. ] beer good or beer bad: Beer tastes like vomit, but good I guess.
[ .209. ] are you the sissy who drinks wine coolers: Yes
[ .210. ] do you like smirnoff ice: Yessss
[ .211. ] prefer beer or liquor: Liquor
[ .212. ] what kind of cigarettes do you smoke: Virginia Slims..I hardly ever smoke though.
[ .213. ] are you a virgin: Yeah
[ .214. ] if no, when was the last time you got some: -

: Would you ever :
[ .215. ] bungee jump: Probably not
[ .216. ] sky dive: Probably not
[ .217. ] swim with dolphins: Yes
[ .218. ] scuba dive: Sure
[ .219. ] rock climbing: Sure
[ .220. ] eat shit for $1,000,000: Fuck yes
[ .221. ] turn your back on your friends for personal gain: Never
[ .222. ] steal a friend's boyfriend/girlfriend: Never
[ .223. ] cross-dress: Definately
[ .224. ] lie to the police: Sure
[ .225. ] run from the police: Yes
[ .226. ] lie to your parents: Yeah
[ .227. ] walk up to a stranger and kiss them: Yes, if I'm feeling brave.
[ .229. ] walk out of a restaurant without paying: Not if I liked the restaurant.
[ .230. ] streak: I've already done it.

: Your friends :
[ .231. ] best friends: Rachel, hmmm
[ .232. ] known longest: Rachel
[ .233. ] wish you talked to more: Brian
[ .234. ] wish you saw more: Brian
[ .235. ] how many friends do you think you have: I'm not sure, not many though.
[ .236. ] who drives you insane after a while: None of them
[ .237. ] who can you stay around forever and never get sick of: Never tried, not sure.
[ .238. ] ever lose a friend because you took it to the 'next level': Yeah..
[ .243. ] can always make you laugh: Brian
[ .248. ] hot tempered: Jared. pfft
[ .249. ] smartest: Don't know
[ .250. ] shortest: Probably me if I count
[ .251. ] tallest: I don't pay attention to this
[ .254. ] skinniest: Maybe me
[ .255. ] nicest: They're all nice.
[ .256. ] best personality: Couldn't say
[ .257. ] biggest drug user: Not sure

: Have you ever :
[ .258. ] flashed someone: Yeah. Looks like an 8 year old boy anyhow, no one cares.
[ .259. ] told the person you liked how you felt: Yeah
[ .260. ] been to Oklahoma: No
[ .261. ] gotten really REALLY wasted: Yeah
[ .262. ] gone to jail or juvi: Nope
[ .263. ] skate boarded: Yeah
[ .264. ] skinny dipped: Yes
[ .265. ] stolen anything: Yea
[ .266. ] wanted to kick my ass for making this so long: Kind of
[ .267. ] kicked someone's ass: Wanted to..so many times.
[ .268. ] pegged someone in the head with a snowball: haha yes
[ .269. ] broke a beer bottle: Nope
[ .270. ] gotten into a bar, under-aged: Never tried
[ .271. ] kissed someone of the same sex: Yeah
[ .272. ] flipped someone off: Yes
[ .273. ] gone on a road trip: Heck yes with my parents.
[ .274. ] gone on vacation without adult supervision: No
[ .275. ] been to a concert: Yess
[ .276. ] been to another country: No
[ .277. ] talked back to an adult: Yes, many a time.
[ .278. ] got pulled over: Nope
[ .279. ] got in a car accident: No
[ .280. ] broke a law: Yeahh
[ .281. ] given money to a homeless person: Nope, I like to flirt with them though.
[ .282. ] tried to kill yourself: Nope.
[ .283. ] cried to get out of trouble: Oh yes.
[ .284. ] kissed a friend's brother or sister: No
[ .285. ] kissed a brother or sister's friend: No
[ .286. ] dropped something on the floor that you were cooking and let someone eat it anyways: Yess

: Thoughts :
[ .287. ] what do you think...about pop music: Gross
[ .288. ] about boy bands: Homosexual
[ .289. ] about flag burning: I don't really care.
[ .290. ] of the war on terrorists: Don't really care sadly.
[ .291. ] about suicide: Haven't you heard? It's in these days.
[ .292. ] about people who try to force their opinions on you: Fucking annoying
[ .293. ] about abortion: I support it 100%
[ .294. ] about rock/metal music: Neat-o
[ .295. ] where do you think you'll be in 10 years: Haven't given it much thought.
[ .296. ] who do you think you'll still be friends with in 5 years: Rachel..I'm not sure

: What did you do :
[ .297. ] last birthday: Had some friends over.
[ .298. ] yesterday: Went to Target and dyed my hair.
[ .299. ] last weekend: Hung out with Rachel and Cole I think.
[ .300. ] Christmas: Stayed home
[ .301. ] thanksgiving: Made dinner for my family.
[ .302. ] new year's eve: Watched my sister; my parents were at a party.
[ .303. ] Halloween: Partied with Monica and Rachel.
[ .304. ] Easter: Nothing
[ .305. ] valentine's day: I can't remember.

: The last :
[ .306. ] thing you ate: Rice
[ .307. ] thing you drank: Water
[ .308. ] thing you wore: Pajama pants and a sweater
[ .309. ] place you went: Little Five Points
[ .310. ] thing you got pierced/tattooed: Ears
[ .311. ] person you saw: My dad who just walked in the room.
[ .312. ] person you kissed: Jared
[ .313. ] person you fucked: Myself
[ .314. ] person you talked to: Sondra
[ .315. ] song you heard: Chicago - 25 or 6 to 4

: Now :
[ .316. ] what are you eating: Nothing
[ .317. ] what are you drinking: Water
[ .318. ] what are you wearing: Pajama pants and a sweater?
[ .319. ] any shoes on: Nope
[ .320. ] hair: Messy bun
[ .321. ] listening to: Chicago
[ .322. ] talking to anyone: Sondra and Brian
[ .323. ] are you pissed i made this so long: Maybe a little, but it's entertaining.

: Yes or no :
[ .324. ] are you a vegetarian: Nah, I only eat chiken though.
[ .325. ] do you like cows: Sure
[ .326. ] are you a bitch: Yes
[ .327. ] are you artistic: Hopefully
[ .328. ] do you write poetry: No
[ .329. ] are you a fast runner: Yeah
[ .330. ] can you ski: Nope
[ .331. ] are you British: Nope
[ .332. ] do you want to spear britney: No
[ .333. ] do the voices talk to you: Sure, why not?
[. 334. ] ever give barbie a hair cut: Yess
[ .335. ] would you eat mac & cheese with hot dogs in it: No way
[ .336. ] do you think disney creators were on acid when they made 'alice in wonderland': Sure
[ .337. ] are you straight: Yep
[ .338. ] are you stupid, insane, or physically handicapped: Sometimes
[ .339. ] are you fat: Of course
[ .340. ] are you skinny: Yes
[ .341. ] are you short: Yes
[ .342. ] are you tall: No
[ .343. ] do you own a hot pink shirt: I don't think so.
[ .344. ] how about orange pants: Yes
[ .345. ] can you see the flying monkeys: When I watch the Wizard of Oz, yes.
[ .346. ] are you evil: Of course
[ .347. ] did you ever know someone who had a mullet: Yeah, Rachel's grandma.
[ .348. ] is britney a whore: No
[ .349. ] are you a teenage zombie: No
[ .350. ] am i annoying you: Yeah
[ .351. ] do you like marilyn manson: Not really
[ .352. ] are you secretly from another planet: Yeah
[ .354. ] do you shop at hot topic: No

: Random questions :
[ .355. ] if you could be any animal, what would you be: A cat
[ .356. ] if you had to eat one thing for the rest of your life, what would it be: Rice
[ .357. ] do you remember any of your dreams: Yeah
[ .358. ] do you dream in color or black and white: Color I think.
[ .359. ] do you admit when you need help with a problem: Not usually

UNFINISHED AS OF HERE..
[ .360. ] can people read you like a book: I hope not
[ .361. ] what's your biggest fear: Losing someone I love
[ .362. ] do you talk a lot: Not really
[ .363. ] are you afraid of clowns: No
[ .364. ] do you like spiders: I don't really care.
[ .365. ] how about grape kool-aid: I don't like kool-aid.
[ .366. ] can you drive: Yes
[ .367. ] are you spoiled: Not usually
[ .368. ] are you anti-social: Kind of
[ .369. ] do you see dumb people: Yes
[ .370. ] do you see dead people: No
[ .371. ] any last words: I'm still bored.
[ .372. ] time: 9:41 PM.
[ .373. ] now that this is over, what are you going to do: I don't know.

Sun, 28 Nov 2004 02:06:58 GMT

Today we decorated the Christmas tree while listening to my mother's Clay Aiken Christmas album.

I tried to dye my hair a plumb color but it just made it look black. I was mad, so i'm trying again tomorrow with a reddish color. Hopefully that'll work out well...

Russell called me today. It was unexpected, maybe depressing.

I went bowling with Adam tonight. It was vurry fun, althought I might have lost every game.

P.S. I saw that cool Brandy girl at Target this morning then at the bowling alley in the lane next to me. Do you think it's fate?

Wed, 24 Nov 2004 06:58:50 GMT

I think Adam Fucking Sierra is being unfaithful to me. There is this suspicious character named Ernie that keeps coming around where Adam and I eat and kneels down to feed Adam cookies from his hand. I mean, I'm not a jelous person, I just think it's a little weird when Ernie dabs the sides of Adam's mouth after he feeds the cookies to him with a moist towelette. Anything could be happening between them. It's driving me insane. I know Adam is a very volnerable young man, but this Ernie. This freshman sex feind. Somtimes I feel like I'm talking to Robin Williams with the conversations that me and Adam are having lately. It's just mouth diarrhea, which by the way Adam had this awful case of diarrhea the other morning before school. But that has absolutely nothing to do with the problem I'm having here but I found it kind of arousing. He doesn't even find it attractive anymore when I smear that crisco all over my body like he used to love. I guess what I'm trying to get at is could anyone give me some advice?

Sat, 20 Nov 2004 03:25:21 GMT

This week is gewd for me.

Some boy in my art class told me my painting was amazing.

My World History teacher bought something for me at a store because she said was thinking about me. It was the best thing that's ever happened to me.

My sister told me that she hates Chinese people as she then proceeded to show me an impression of a chinese person killing themselves purely for the fact that they were chinese. Cute, oui?

I got palmistry cards.

I'm going on a *date* with Sondra tomorrow night.

I feel great.

We all want to change the world.

Mon, 08 Nov 2004 18:05:24 GMT

I woke up at 11:30 this morning. Eh, I guess I'm not going to school today?

Something feels so right about this season, even thought I'm still freezing my ass off in the warmest clothes I own. I love the feeling though.

I went walking last night at 10, the auntumn sky is so brilliant. You all should take a look.

I love this song. It's so peaceful.
Peace

Sat, 06 Nov 2004 04:12:18 GMT

The art show was pretty neat.

Er, here's mine in the middle of everything else. It was so crowded.

And I thought you all just might enjoy this picture of Adam Fucking Sierra that I found. Enjoy, mother fuckers.

Peace

Do you feel anorexic?

Thu, 04 Nov 2004 03:43:51 GMT

I've just been in the most asshole mood for most of this week. I fucking love it.
I love not caring. I love this song.

I'm tired of hearing about this election shit, It's over already. I couldn't fucking care less who won.

Someone's a whore.

P.S. My sister called me a fatass because she was mad.

Sun, 31 Oct 2004 00:11:10 GMT

So yesturday my mom told me to go kill myself so instead of that grand idea I snuck out and went to see the movie Saw. The acting wasn't too fantastic but it did make me "jump like a bitch" a couple times. There needs to be more horror movies.

My doctor wanted to give me medication for social anxiety. I didn't know they had pills that allowed people to make friends.

Fucking coons.

P.S. Some indian boy said I looked like Roary from Gilmore Girls. .. Cool beans?

Wed, 27 Oct 2004 02:25:05 GMT

People love telling me the most random shit. So far I've learned about myself that I have really long hair, I have a lot of piercings, I'm like a skeleton, and I have pretty eye lids whatever the hell that means. I hate people. I really fucking do.

Whenever I start to feel alright about myself there's always someone there to fucking tell me I suck at life.

Slut fucker.

You're the "what if" girl.

Fri, 22 Oct 2004 00:19:17 GMT

Monday I didn't go to school because I had the worst migrane. Monday night I started having a panic attack at 1:00 AM which followed up the next morning, but I went to school anyways. About the start of second period I started having another panic attack so I got really light headed and my heart started racing really fast, although I didn't know that it was a panic attack at the time so I thought I was fucking dying. So Rowdy Denise picked me up and brought me to the doctor to see what the lil' problem was. Then Wednesday morning I went to the hostpital where they hooked me up on wires to see if my heart was alright. I've made two and a half scarves this week just to calm myself down. Anxiety is just the icing on the cake.

Basically, it was another glorious week. :)

P.S. Should I be worried if my 9 year old sister has an online boyfriend?